i still feel tat u r by my side

after 50 days u've gone quietly, everyone here still miss you deeply in their heart. i wish all these are just a dream but unfortunately they are not!

uncle from penang came down with his family, since young i love this family so much, i was taken care by 3rd aunt since 1 mth old...i think that's why i love hanging around with them. and this is the only time we get together, i guess the yee's family relationship will not be as close as last time but i hope they can have more time to get together...

feel happy to see so many people as i love gatherings but recently, i feel like missing someone from the gathering. From now on, whenever we go back to BG, there is no one there waiting for us, no one there waiving to us. I feel so sad but to tell myself to stay strong...

heard from mom saying that she is not used to go back now as it's so quiet at home, i agree, i feel sad as mom is going to miss her mother forever. heard from 3rd auntie saying that she cant believe that grany left so sudden and still miss her alot. heard from 3rd uncle saying that he is so used in calling grany everyday at 7pm, and now, he still picks up his hp and wanted to call but came to realise that his mother is not around to pick up his call anymore..i feel so sad listening to all these...

i've been thinking day and night, will grany knows that we miss her alot and wish that she is still alive? will grany knows ???

why do ppl says deceased person will come into our dream? i want to see you in my dream if it's real too. i want to ask grany, how are you there?

wish time could pause and bring me back to the 19s... that was the time when grany is super strong and travels here and there buying me souvenirs! i miss you grany...