Emo Emo Emo

Same things happening in my life. Uni, house, uni, house…whr is my job? I need a job to survive! I need a job to keep me alert! I need a job to make my life busy! Very boring with my life now. Only having 2 days of uni, other than that, I have nothing else to do besides going down to the city.

A friend of mine came to me and ask me this Q all of a sudden. The Q was, do u plan to pak toh now? After answering her, I wonder how she knows what I am looking for now? Was my action too obvious? If yes, how can’t he feel it? He is not that stupid!
Alright, encouragement from friends are good but I am not the type of person who can make the first step. The most I can do is to hint to him or to stay by his side and just wait, cos I have no guts!

My jealousy is giving me a huge problem in all matters. How can I overcome it?
Very emo now, better go to bed early. More news about me coming up soon!