Unbelievable~

Well, I got so much to update now. Not sure where to start from. Hmm, let me see, from what I remember, last Friday, I worked for almost 10 hrs! That was really tiring. But luckily you were there working with me. It’s the second time working together. This time, you are still not assigned to be my partner. Too bad. But I am glad to mix around with so many people, it’s just like a big family. But somehow, I feel like quitting this job. It’s not what I am looking for, I want to get a job in one of the big companies in town and learn from there. I’m still waiting for the right timing. Is there anyone who would like to employ me?

It has been a very hectic and stressful week for me. I have 2 midterms in a week. I have been working on my audit since 2 weeks ago, and yet, I am still not finished with all the revisions. Why am I so stress up with this subject? Simply because I have been studying for it so many times, repeating the same old stuffs that I’ve learnt about 2 years ago. I still remember that I was suffering for AUDITING during my good old days in TARC.

Thanks GOD that midterms had finished. I think audit midterm was fine, but econ tech’s midterm was not good. I thought I could do that better than audit, but I think I have over estimates and I only spent 2 days to revise, thinking in my heart, ADD MATHS only mar, can do wan lar. Who knows, midterm questions were so hard for me! Friends kept telling me that this paper is super easy, I sure can get HD, no need to study wan, bla bla bla……………………………that’s gonna be a big pressure for me now! Tq so much all of you!

Tessa, I am falling in love with you. I am wondering, one day if i have to leave the house, will I kidnap you? I bet my cousins, uncle and aunty will not forgive me. Lolz. Every time I see you, I feel like hugging you (finally I dare to approach you). Whenever I am stress with studies, I will carry you with me and I feel so relax. You are so warm. Now I understand why people like dogs.

Ok, going for work tomorrow. I wonder how will it b. Hmm, hope someone could be there to motivate me. Gotta move on with my assignments already. It’s just 4 weeks away from datelines.

Seriously, i miss dad and mom so much. Called home during mooncake festival day to wish them Happy Mooncake Festival, when i was on the phone with dad, i hold my tears. I am really a papa-girl. Miss your nag, miss your voice, miss your smile, miss you daddy!
Mom look so fresh with her hair perm! love you...

As usual, my lazy piggie little sis, who is now the princess of the LIM palace. Be good ! Miss those times where i can command you to do me favour. Haha..

This is unbelievable, no one believes that i am actually carryin a puppy now! I used to run away from pets, climbing high and low avoiding body contact, and now, i am falling in love with this puppy!

half of my pay is gone??!!

Sunday, 7th sept 2008

Yeah...i have more and more friends turning into 21 already as it's almost end of the year!!! So now, everyone are the same-OLD...

First of all, a very warm wishes to my hou heng dai, liang di and yong - yc's bf... i cant believe both of you were born in the same yr, same mth and same date!!! All the best ya...I wish i could be there to celebrate your big day, turning into 21 should be a very fun and memorable one as it's a symbol that you are now free from cage and legal to enter into CASINO... :)

Went for my third shift in PCEC and this time is a very terrible one. Worked for 9 hrs non stop (30mins lunch break, thats all), and reached home at 9pm. I couldnt believe what i have done today.

My job for the day is to help out at the banquet. When i arrived and saw my name written on the whiteboard, stating there BALL ROOM 1, i almost wanna turn back and go home. I can imagine that i m going to suffer alot for today's work. But i still give it a try anyhow.

Before i start work, i was so clumsy in the toilet. I was in a rush and i couldnt bother to watch my actions, and i just closed the door and got my finger stucked in btw the door and the toilet roll box and the skin just peeled off and it keeps bleeding non stop! I was so shocked and suck my baby finger immediately. It was really really really painful but i was too afraid to scream. What a clumsy me :(

I dont have time to clean my wound or go to the first aid room to get a plaster. So i just ran up to the Ballroom. First thing i saw was MR SUPERVISOR (he is the one who picked up the call every week when i called to check for my roaster, and gives me a very bad impression-rude and fierce while answering my call), While i was still looking for my name on the sheet of paper sticked on the wall, the bad temper supervisor asked me, 'what is your name?' , 'is your name on the paper?' I haven finished looking at all the names but i heard someone answering for me, 'YES'...wow, i turned back immediately to look at who that gentleman is, how would he know me???

To my suprise, a handsome guy stood behind me(^.^), i suppose YOU answered it for me ( cos the voice comes from the back of me, and you were the only one standing there )!!! I turned back n continue searching for my name to double confirm. Great, found my name and realised that i have a partner. Didnt notice that my partner for the day was actually an indian guy's name, thought thats YOU, so disappointed. ( when someone answer it for you, you will definetely thought that he is your partner rite? ) Who knows, my partner is a skinny indian guy who is damn LCLY when i say hi to him..WT.............

It's a pre-election lunch of the politicians. I am so glad that i could meet him. ( i dont know which politician, but just feel proud that i could be part of it ). The first serve for the meal is pouring red wines and white wines, these are fine for me. Next is serving the main dishes to the 4 tables( 40 ppl ) which i am incharged of. OMG, each time i have to carry 5 plates (damn heavy and gotta walk so far away from the kitchen to my 4 tables, not allowed to leave it on the floor, gotta hold with one hand while using the other hand to place the dish on customer's table ). The first round, i was carrying it with my two hands, walking step by step. The second round, i was still carrying it with my two hands, wishing that i have four hands, but walking like a drunkie. Third and fourth round, walking like shit already... I believe everyone who saw me would have been laughing at me. I dun think there is any of them who pity me. whatever~~~ i had already embarrased myself. Luckily none of the guest are leng zai, all old people.

The next thing is to collect all the dishes. Oh no, this is another tough job for me. I need to put as many plates as possible on my palm and ARM ( no eyes to see if i drop them on the floor ). Next is to serve desserts, coffee or tea, clear up all dishes, sources, cups..... If you happen to work under hospitality, you would understand how would i feel on that day. By the time i finished with it, i still need to do polishing for about 5 hours. WT........i only get to go home at 8pm for that day. I had a very bad pain on both of my hands, shoulders and legs. When i was having my lunch and dinner, my fingers were all shaking ( like old ppl ). I dont even have the strength to hold my spoon, not to mention scooping my rice and put it into my mouth, and dont forget, i still have an injured baby finger.

When i got home, i saw my pay slip for last week's job. I was so happy opening it, but once i saw my TAX, i almost tear the paper and throw it into the bin. 47% of my pay has gone to the TAX deduction!!! WTF... That's almost half of my pay man!!!

No way, i am going to find out whats wrong with it. Am i suppose to be taxed that high? I got no money for travelling already!!! I have to wait for a year to claim back for my tax.

* went to work with this hair style *

baby Tessa

Thursday, 4th Sept 2008

The new member in house is giving me lots of presure for the past few days. Luckily things are getting better and making me feeling more comfortable with your attendance now. Or else, i will be going crazy jumping high and low to avoid you, TESSA....

Last week, Jason came home with a puppy, i was told that she is only 1.5 mths old. But when i first saw her, she is so big!!! She does not look like a puppy to me at all. I wonder why is she so fat and strong. She has so much strength to fight back sometimes. But actually, she is already 4 mths old, GOT CHEATED...

She is really a princess at home, she has so much love and attention from ppl in the house, but not including me. As you know, i am a person who will avoid body contact with doggies, or even cats, hamsters, etc...I just cant touch them or even pet them. I will feel so uncomfortable and i had a very bad experience at TL's hse last time, oh no, that was a nightmare!!!

Well, luckily Tessa understands me. She knows that i am a very evil, cruel & bad lady. No food for her from me, no love for her from me, no petting, no sayang....And thats the way i treat her so that she wont come near me. YES. I DID IT.....not afraid of you anymore..bluek...

I couldnt believe what i did yesterday. It was my very very very first time staying at home with Tessa alone!!! I nvr expect this to happen. Everyone is busy while i am the only one who is free, so i just took up the role as a babysitter of puppy for 2 hrs. Looking after doggie is not easy as what you think. If you are looking after a baby, at least u still can give them pampers, and jsut put them to bed. But this little puppy, has no pampers. I have to make sure she dont pee or poo in the house. I have to make sure she dont bite things. And i have to make sure she dont BULLY me...

Luckily, she knows i dont LIKE to play with her (actually i like her alot, but just that i am afraid to touch her),so she has been a good girl, sitting on her bed, watching me doing my HOMEWORK, sun bath while it's too cooling in the house, GOOD GIRL....

* Tessa, the 4 mths old puppy playing with her toy*

* uncle carrying his new BABY *

* Tessa enjoying her sun bath *

* Tessa sleeps when she knows i dont play with her *