l'amour, de soins et d'espoir: My love ones......in my whole life

Sunday, 1st June 2008

I finally get my ass off from my bed and shower myself at 10am. Mom came and asked me what would I like to have for breakfast. As usual, I will say 'anything'. This is because I just cant make up my mind on what i want to eat and kinda lazy to think for it too. But today mom shoot me and tell me she dont know what is ANYTHING. So i just ended up saying, 'g yok fun', 'ban min', 'char siu fan'. Then mom asked me again, which one do you want?lolzzzzz.

When I look at my mom's eyes today, I see something different. I didnt see her with this kinda expression before and i nearly tear. Mom, i wish i can stay by your side and let you take care of me. I want to stay by your side so that i can be treated as a princess. I have this bad feelings that I might not be treated good in Aust. I mean, I will not get the same treatment as how my family members are treating me now. You might think that i am spoiled by my family, but i am not. Maybe 10%...

Thinking back of the past 21 years that I have been living under this roof, I really miss it. I find all laughter and sadness in this house. I still remember this clearly, when I was studying in kindergarden, primary school and high school, dad and mom will wake up early in the morning. Dad will be the one shouting in front of my room, calling my sweet name, asking me to get my ass off from my bed immediately. When it is 5.50am, he will says it's 6AM. Dad, do you know sleeping for extra 10 minutes can make me a happy girl for that day?

Then mom will be incharged of getting my breakfast and lunch box ready. She is always headache on what flavour of jam to put on my bread as she dont want me to get bored of eating BREADS everyday. Friends always ask me the same question, 'dont you feel bored eating this daily?' And I will tell them 'bread is healthy'. And thats why in the eyes of my friends, I am always the one who has a healthy lifestyle (I'm proud of it)

So what is my dad's role? He will be the one standing in front of my house door, when he hears the sound of my bus (bus speed damn fast and they make alot of noises in the morning), he will come in and ask us to put on our shoes, tie our shoe lace properly and grab our bags. I still remember what the bus auntie said to my dad every morning, 'Zha Dao Gei'..Find out yourself if you dont understand Hokkien. Hehe..

Well, now, i do not take bus anymore. I drive to college! But it seems that I gotta be taking public transport again when i get to Aust. I wonder if i will forget how to drive when i get back here?lolz. Hope I dont. I know i will dream of driving everynight when i really miss driving (speeding).

So what have i done today? Went to the library for studying. Yes, i make it! I really finished what i've planned to do. Then i get MRFORGETABOUTHER for a super late lunch. Tried out the yong dao fu which is quite famous at my housing area, but i cant say how delicious it is as i was really hungry and just swallow everything in.