i am alive

poor blog, being abandoned by the lazy owner for so long...more than a mth! i cant believe i was so lazy..but pls forgive me..this blog is gonna b extremely long...

well, was having finals on in the mid of Nov and ended on the 19th of Nov. Immediately after the paper, i rushed to the shopping mall to get some groceries while my friends collect the car from the city and all of us meet up on the next morning,4 am and leave for north..

It's a road trip for about 7 days, going up north, which is like a desert, but i believe that it is gonna be a very wonderful trip as i am looking forward to it. I worked part time througout the whole semester and managed to earn some money and sponsor myself for this trip. I felt so proud of myself!

after driving for hours on the sealed road, we went into the unsealed road and half way through, we came to this area which is called the POISON AREA. our planner(who holds the GPS) noticed that he set the wrong settings, if we go through it, we could reach very fast,but thinking of POISON AREA, we are not dare to take the risk, so we turned back and now, we have to go through the unsealed road for another few kilometres. Unsealed road means it's not TAR road, it is covered by brown sands and little stones. luckily we were not driving our own car, or else, all of us will just stop and cry. we managed to stop by and get some pics of it.

we went to many places and also had lots of great time together. Visited some beautiful places but what i love the most is stil the sea..the very blue and clear sea...which gives me a very comfortable feeling. During the trip at monkey mia, it was my first time approaching DOLPHINS. I went to the beach with my friends early in the morning for a walk, after that, we sat on the jetty and enjoy the view and fresh air, all of a sudden, we saw the dolphins swimming over, from far away, we only managed to see the fins, and we thought that those are sharks..lolz..i immediately ran over and look at them closely, they are wild dolphins, i was afraid that they might bite me but i felt so fun petting them..i wasnt holding my camera, so all my friend's camera have ME in it..hahaha,they kept complaining that they have taken thousand over pics of me with lovely dolphins. sorry guys, i was too excited and happy at that moment.

The other excitement was during the bike trecking. this was the most fun and unforgetable experience in my life. i shared a bike with a friend. At first i was still fighting to ride the bike and she sits behind me as we were not allowed to switch drivers, but later, i gave up, looking at the big bike, 2 hours of trecking non-stop, i let her do it. smart choice! in the end, she was tired like shit and embarrased herself so much during the whole journey while i managed to enjoy the view and use less energy. But what threathened me was the way she drives,my LIFE WAS IN DANGER during that time.

Let me share my experience with all my readers, for twice, i nearly fall off from the bike, my driver couldnt control the bike and she drove up to those bushes or high sands and she left the bike, just jumped away while i was still sitting behind and i cant fly anywhr..lolz..we were demanded to ride up to a very high sand(something like sandboarding), and that was really a scary one! the first time, we managed to do it, we were so proud of ourselves, but during the second time, we failed, we were stucked on half way(imagine yourself stucked on half of the hill), it's all sand...we cant climb up like rock climbing, that was a tough one! and it was a scary one too!!! i cant believe if the bike is unstable..touch wood!thanks GOD nothing happen to anyone of us, and we had lots of fun!

During the trip, we slept at backpackers, motels, hotel...wow! spent alot on accomodations. staying over at backpackers was really a great exposure. The tape water at monkey mia was the same as the sea water, we hardly bath nor brush our teeth with the 'sea water'..on that night, we were trying to do camp fire along the beach but due to the cold cold cold weather, half of them went to bed early and the other half of us spent our time chit chatting.

Another best accomodation was on Exmouth, our 5 star HOTEL i assume.. We make use of every single furniture, equipment, spa that we were given on that night. Unfortunately, the spa was spoiled by a friend and our 'house' was flooded. Me and another friend prepare for dinner, while Sam set up the dining table at the balcony. It was really cool. Looking at the set up, looks like we are gonna enjoy steak. but we were actually cooking maggi goreng, can soup and also some fruit juice and beers...but dun worry, whatever we eat doesnt matter, all we were looking for in this trip is the fun and happiness! That night was an unforgetable night too.

Snorkelling wasnt excited for me. But what i love during the snorkelling was swimming in the sea without a life jacket. due to lack of life jackets, i took the risk of swimming with a stick(cant rmb what it's called), and also swimming while holding the string! On the day of snorkelling, the sun was shinning and weather was really hot, but the sea water was extremely cold! none of us cold stand it. all freezing after getting out of the sea and it took me quite some time to adapt to the temperature of the sea before i could start my SWIMMING. haha...but it was so fun...

On the sixth day of our trip, we went and look at the sea horses at Kalbarri. Not really interested on this. Lolz. I am afraid that my nightmare begins from here. After seahorse, we moved to the National Park. This is one of the tourist centre where it is called a Z-Bend and it's a big stone with a big hole, through the big hole, we can see the whole scenary of the sea..it's so amazing. But unfortunaltely, before we arrive the place, i met with a car accident.

We were on the unsealed road, and all of a sudden, the car went out of control and turned left and right and bang on bushes and turned over. After a week of the accident, i still cant believe that this accident happened on me. Everyday the scene keeps playing in my mind. thannks GOD i wasnt the driver and i was protected by the seat belt and didnt fly out of car. Glasses broken and cut my hands and legs. HAd few bruises on my body and suffering a pain on my right foot now. Head was knocked towards the frame of the window but nothin serious. I am still conscious at the moment and calm. I managed to climbed out of the car and collect my bag and important documents and sent to the hospital by my friend. There were no signal and we couldnt call for ambulance. Luckily our car was the second car, the third car passed by and save our lifes. The first car has gone far away.

Thanks GOD from protecting me. I am grateful that i am still alive and no broken bones or touch wood,anything serious happen to anyone of us. Sorry dad and mom, i cant tell you that this serious accident happened to me during that moment as i could see how nervous and sad all of you will be. Sorry sl, km, yc, i know you guys were wondering where the hell i have gone and lost contact with you guys but i just cant tell you that i am not happy during that time. I dun want to share this bad news with you guys now as i dont want all of you to worry. I am sorry

Since then,i have decided to go home. After settling all stuffs here, i told mommy that i want to go home and booked my flight. I have lost all my hard earn money during this trip. But i will nvr regret. cos i rather lost money than my life. I wanna go home now as i felt unsafe here. I felt lonely here. i wanna be with my family. If that accident takes away my life, i will nvr have the chance to see my family. Since holidays are here, why not i go home? i can always earn back the money in future. but i will nvr earn back the time that i have lost. So mom and dad, pls forgive me. I know you guys are worried of me coming back home as the security in msia is not as safe as those olden days, but at least we get to spend some time together. to all my friends out there, pls dun blame me for lying to all of you. i planned to suprise you but i am not sure whether it works anot. cos i dun have the mood to give any suprises but i still wish to do so :)

the very lazy me has finally updated my blog :)

I haven been updating for about a month! Time pass so fast. What have i done in the past 30 days? Extremely busy with tons of assignments which are all due one after another before finals come. Yeah great, finally all has finished, and now it's time to concentrate for my finals. Quite worried as i haven start any yet.

Well, although i was busy with all assignments and presentations, i still managed to sneak out!
hahahaha..

A bbq party was organised by my relatives at our house on one of the saturday. It was my first time having BBQ party at home. Thanks to my uncle for bbw-ing all the food for us. Thanks to my aunty for doing all the preparations. The food are so yummy..but unfortunately, the guests didnt finish all of them, and the left over ones become my lunch and dinner for the next whole week..

I have this funny scene to share here, a friend of mine was so afraid of doggie and id idnt know. So when he came in, he was sitting on the sofa readint he newspaper ( pretend to b very cool i guess), den all of a sudden, TESSA hopped on him and mess up his hari. He couldnt fight back as he was afraid of Tessa and just let her mess it. Well sorry boy, just bear with her okay.

Next is the Perth Royal Show. This is one of the most happening events in Aus. After boss and gh's turn, it's my turn to go. Yeah, it's actually a place where everyone spends their bucks and cry after that. Lolz. I didnt go on any of the rides as they are pretty expensive and the queues were long. I only got some show bags as they are really worth it. Had lots of free food and drinks during the day. We managed to walk around the whole place in 7 hrs plus, and went home with a tired body at 9 pm plus. I was told that the fireworks are the best, and the fireworks last for about 8 minutes that night. Not bad!




A week later, i went to Swan Valley. This is a very very very big place. I think i have to make few trips in order to fully visit SWAN VALLEY. There are many places to visit such as the vineyard, wild life park, strawberry farm, honey factory, chocolate factory, ice-cream shop, animal farm, etc...I cant rmb all of them. The best part that i love is the wine tasting.We have stopped at 3 or more shops for wine tasting, and also buying them. Beer tasting there was great too. I dont really like beer but infact, the beer there taste good! We also went to the chocolate factory which is fully packed with big and small people, ranged from age 1-70, taking away all the free chocolates, buying lots and lots of them like they are very cheap, but they are not actually. But i cant deny that they are really yummy. After that, we headed to the ice-cream shop, There was a table of old folks, all licking their ice-cream like a small kid. The scene was so cute. I was wondering whether do i still have teeth to enjoy ice-cream when i am at their age. Visited an animal farm along the journey, and stepped on lots of shits!

The next morning, i had a very very very bad day. I purged for the 2 days and lost 1 kg. I guess it was due to all the food and drinks that i consumed non-stop. (the mixture of wines and beers and cheese and chocolates and chips and pasta and all food that i have been taking. Lolz)

Unbelievable~

Well, I got so much to update now. Not sure where to start from. Hmm, let me see, from what I remember, last Friday, I worked for almost 10 hrs! That was really tiring. But luckily you were there working with me. It’s the second time working together. This time, you are still not assigned to be my partner. Too bad. But I am glad to mix around with so many people, it’s just like a big family. But somehow, I feel like quitting this job. It’s not what I am looking for, I want to get a job in one of the big companies in town and learn from there. I’m still waiting for the right timing. Is there anyone who would like to employ me?

It has been a very hectic and stressful week for me. I have 2 midterms in a week. I have been working on my audit since 2 weeks ago, and yet, I am still not finished with all the revisions. Why am I so stress up with this subject? Simply because I have been studying for it so many times, repeating the same old stuffs that I’ve learnt about 2 years ago. I still remember that I was suffering for AUDITING during my good old days in TARC.

Thanks GOD that midterms had finished. I think audit midterm was fine, but econ tech’s midterm was not good. I thought I could do that better than audit, but I think I have over estimates and I only spent 2 days to revise, thinking in my heart, ADD MATHS only mar, can do wan lar. Who knows, midterm questions were so hard for me! Friends kept telling me that this paper is super easy, I sure can get HD, no need to study wan, bla bla bla……………………………that’s gonna be a big pressure for me now! Tq so much all of you!

Tessa, I am falling in love with you. I am wondering, one day if i have to leave the house, will I kidnap you? I bet my cousins, uncle and aunty will not forgive me. Lolz. Every time I see you, I feel like hugging you (finally I dare to approach you). Whenever I am stress with studies, I will carry you with me and I feel so relax. You are so warm. Now I understand why people like dogs.

Ok, going for work tomorrow. I wonder how will it b. Hmm, hope someone could be there to motivate me. Gotta move on with my assignments already. It’s just 4 weeks away from datelines.

Seriously, i miss dad and mom so much. Called home during mooncake festival day to wish them Happy Mooncake Festival, when i was on the phone with dad, i hold my tears. I am really a papa-girl. Miss your nag, miss your voice, miss your smile, miss you daddy!
Mom look so fresh with her hair perm! love you...

As usual, my lazy piggie little sis, who is now the princess of the LIM palace. Be good ! Miss those times where i can command you to do me favour. Haha..

This is unbelievable, no one believes that i am actually carryin a puppy now! I used to run away from pets, climbing high and low avoiding body contact, and now, i am falling in love with this puppy!

half of my pay is gone??!!

Sunday, 7th sept 2008

Yeah...i have more and more friends turning into 21 already as it's almost end of the year!!! So now, everyone are the same-OLD...

First of all, a very warm wishes to my hou heng dai, liang di and yong - yc's bf... i cant believe both of you were born in the same yr, same mth and same date!!! All the best ya...I wish i could be there to celebrate your big day, turning into 21 should be a very fun and memorable one as it's a symbol that you are now free from cage and legal to enter into CASINO... :)

Went for my third shift in PCEC and this time is a very terrible one. Worked for 9 hrs non stop (30mins lunch break, thats all), and reached home at 9pm. I couldnt believe what i have done today.

My job for the day is to help out at the banquet. When i arrived and saw my name written on the whiteboard, stating there BALL ROOM 1, i almost wanna turn back and go home. I can imagine that i m going to suffer alot for today's work. But i still give it a try anyhow.

Before i start work, i was so clumsy in the toilet. I was in a rush and i couldnt bother to watch my actions, and i just closed the door and got my finger stucked in btw the door and the toilet roll box and the skin just peeled off and it keeps bleeding non stop! I was so shocked and suck my baby finger immediately. It was really really really painful but i was too afraid to scream. What a clumsy me :(

I dont have time to clean my wound or go to the first aid room to get a plaster. So i just ran up to the Ballroom. First thing i saw was MR SUPERVISOR (he is the one who picked up the call every week when i called to check for my roaster, and gives me a very bad impression-rude and fierce while answering my call), While i was still looking for my name on the sheet of paper sticked on the wall, the bad temper supervisor asked me, 'what is your name?' , 'is your name on the paper?' I haven finished looking at all the names but i heard someone answering for me, 'YES'...wow, i turned back immediately to look at who that gentleman is, how would he know me???

To my suprise, a handsome guy stood behind me(^.^), i suppose YOU answered it for me ( cos the voice comes from the back of me, and you were the only one standing there )!!! I turned back n continue searching for my name to double confirm. Great, found my name and realised that i have a partner. Didnt notice that my partner for the day was actually an indian guy's name, thought thats YOU, so disappointed. ( when someone answer it for you, you will definetely thought that he is your partner rite? ) Who knows, my partner is a skinny indian guy who is damn LCLY when i say hi to him..WT.............

It's a pre-election lunch of the politicians. I am so glad that i could meet him. ( i dont know which politician, but just feel proud that i could be part of it ). The first serve for the meal is pouring red wines and white wines, these are fine for me. Next is serving the main dishes to the 4 tables( 40 ppl ) which i am incharged of. OMG, each time i have to carry 5 plates (damn heavy and gotta walk so far away from the kitchen to my 4 tables, not allowed to leave it on the floor, gotta hold with one hand while using the other hand to place the dish on customer's table ). The first round, i was carrying it with my two hands, walking step by step. The second round, i was still carrying it with my two hands, wishing that i have four hands, but walking like a drunkie. Third and fourth round, walking like shit already... I believe everyone who saw me would have been laughing at me. I dun think there is any of them who pity me. whatever~~~ i had already embarrased myself. Luckily none of the guest are leng zai, all old people.

The next thing is to collect all the dishes. Oh no, this is another tough job for me. I need to put as many plates as possible on my palm and ARM ( no eyes to see if i drop them on the floor ). Next is to serve desserts, coffee or tea, clear up all dishes, sources, cups..... If you happen to work under hospitality, you would understand how would i feel on that day. By the time i finished with it, i still need to do polishing for about 5 hours. WT........i only get to go home at 8pm for that day. I had a very bad pain on both of my hands, shoulders and legs. When i was having my lunch and dinner, my fingers were all shaking ( like old ppl ). I dont even have the strength to hold my spoon, not to mention scooping my rice and put it into my mouth, and dont forget, i still have an injured baby finger.

When i got home, i saw my pay slip for last week's job. I was so happy opening it, but once i saw my TAX, i almost tear the paper and throw it into the bin. 47% of my pay has gone to the TAX deduction!!! WTF... That's almost half of my pay man!!!

No way, i am going to find out whats wrong with it. Am i suppose to be taxed that high? I got no money for travelling already!!! I have to wait for a year to claim back for my tax.

* went to work with this hair style *

baby Tessa

Thursday, 4th Sept 2008

The new member in house is giving me lots of presure for the past few days. Luckily things are getting better and making me feeling more comfortable with your attendance now. Or else, i will be going crazy jumping high and low to avoid you, TESSA....

Last week, Jason came home with a puppy, i was told that she is only 1.5 mths old. But when i first saw her, she is so big!!! She does not look like a puppy to me at all. I wonder why is she so fat and strong. She has so much strength to fight back sometimes. But actually, she is already 4 mths old, GOT CHEATED...

She is really a princess at home, she has so much love and attention from ppl in the house, but not including me. As you know, i am a person who will avoid body contact with doggies, or even cats, hamsters, etc...I just cant touch them or even pet them. I will feel so uncomfortable and i had a very bad experience at TL's hse last time, oh no, that was a nightmare!!!

Well, luckily Tessa understands me. She knows that i am a very evil, cruel & bad lady. No food for her from me, no love for her from me, no petting, no sayang....And thats the way i treat her so that she wont come near me. YES. I DID IT.....not afraid of you anymore..bluek...

I couldnt believe what i did yesterday. It was my very very very first time staying at home with Tessa alone!!! I nvr expect this to happen. Everyone is busy while i am the only one who is free, so i just took up the role as a babysitter of puppy for 2 hrs. Looking after doggie is not easy as what you think. If you are looking after a baby, at least u still can give them pampers, and jsut put them to bed. But this little puppy, has no pampers. I have to make sure she dont pee or poo in the house. I have to make sure she dont bite things. And i have to make sure she dont BULLY me...

Luckily, she knows i dont LIKE to play with her (actually i like her alot, but just that i am afraid to touch her),so she has been a good girl, sitting on her bed, watching me doing my HOMEWORK, sun bath while it's too cooling in the house, GOOD GIRL....

* Tessa, the 4 mths old puppy playing with her toy*

* uncle carrying his new BABY *

* Tessa enjoying her sun bath *

* Tessa sleeps when she knows i dont play with her *

Hard earn money

Friday, 29th Aug 2008

Second time working at the convention centre under food and beverages dept. First time was a WAITRESS. Second time was a POLISHER. I wonder what do i need to do on next fri.

I was so clumsy during my first time as a waitress, i just keep dropping this and that on the floor. Leaving my uniform with juice stains. It was really tired after 5.5 hrs walking up and dwon as a waitress non stop. I hardly walk home later on. When i was in the bus, i wish that there were a leg and hand massager for me.

And today, i am not clumsy at all, cause i didnt break any wine glasses when i was in the polishing dept. But that is just too bored for me, thinking of the money, and less effort job (compared to the waitress job), just close my eyes and polish, polish, polish....... Nearly fall asleep!

Well, quite happy today as i have already received my pay. Thats good!!! I am very satisfied with it. But somehow, i just feel that it's not enough. ( i am very greedy, yes i know )

Went shopping yest and i think i should stop buying more clothes as my HARD EARN MONEY is for holidays, not for shopping...Oh LPL, just take all and try in the fitting room, but DONT BUY anymore....or else, no money for travelling already!!!

* pic taken after coming back from HARD work *

everything has to come to an end...n here it begins

Tuesday, 26th Aug 2008

When u think GOD closes all doors, there is actually a window open for you. So whenever things are not settled, or problems are arising, think this way to make yourself feel better and mind will be clearer to find a solution. Thanks!!! Somehow, i just think that when things go wrong, it's not a bad thing though...

Wow, what a nice day with such a nice weather and a good mood...
City here i come...one of my reason of going to city so often is to make myself familiar with all the roads, streets, shops, bus stops, buildings...and most of all, spend my time somewhr rather than stayin at home!

* the MUSUEM, i nvr enter, cos i know i wil fall asleep in it *

* the LIBRARY *

Ｈａｐｐｙ Ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ ＴＨＯＭＡＳ

Monday, 25th Aug 2008


Hey boyish cool thom, happy 21st...
somehow i feel that it's so special that you could celebrate your birthday here. but i m sure it would have be more fun if you r celebrating it in msia with all ur buddies and family...

(lgz, i m sure u wish to be here....ngek ngek ngek)

hope you will enjoy urself with all the celebrations!

cheers....

*forgot to crop jl :p *

ｒｉｇｈｔ ｏｒ ｗｒｏｎｇ？

Monday, 25th Aug 2008

Somehow, somethin just went wrong.......alright..fine

Sorry, i shouldn't have said that to you...
I can feel that you are unhappy with it now...
sorry...

ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｇｏｔｔａ　ｃａｒｒｙ　ｏｎ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｌｉｆｅ．．．

Ok, here are some updates about my outing. Hs, thanks for going shopping with me! Qs, u ffk us, so you will be punished!

Well, haven been going to the city for weeks. And when i asked everyone to go, all of them give me the same answer, which is, WHAT'S SO NICE ABOUT CITY?

You guys will never know how bored it is for a city girl to stay at a suburb with no friends staying nearby, facing the laptop day and night.........

Lots of sales in the city...hooray!!!gonna shop alottttttttttttttttttttt soon ( you girls know y i say so )

＊　ｍｙ　ｎｅｗ　ｓｈｏｅｓ，　ｎｉｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｃ，
　ｂｕｔ　ｎｏｔ　ｃｏｍｆｏｒｔａｂｌｅ　ｔｏ　ｗｅａｒ　＊

＊　Ｈｓ　ｎ　Ｉ　＊

＊　Ｊａｍ　ｎ　Ｉ　＊

break-ing

Thursday, 21st Aug 2008

Ok, i am so glad that i am having 2 weeks of break in a sem here. Whenever there is a holiday in msia,i would be so happy. I will try to plan for outings. But it seems that i am not excited at all about it this time. WHAT SHOULD I DO DURING THE BREAK? no plans yet. Can i have one or two days of outing in Perth with all of u pls? i am so bored nowadays and kept calling my dear friends, i'm afraid one day they wil not pick up my call anymore. Hope not.

I love staying at home actually sometimes, i just like to be alone, watching my dramas, chatting on9, surfing all sites, doing all kind of nonsense. But not now anymore, even when i watch drama, i try not to turn it too loud...boring, not fun at all.

Did a very stupid thing last night. I wonder if you would be laughing at me. A good news which is the budget airline in KL has a new route to/fro MEL, so i was thinking of flying there for holidays and meet up with friends and go back to msia for CNY. But after calculating, discussing with mom, got some advises from buddies, i make my decision to go to bed and stop dreaming. Sorry to disappoint all of you if i am not coming back for CNY. I am not sure when i will be back after that. I might be staying here for long if i have the opportunity and lucky enough to find a job.

Going to start my work at the convention centre tmr, looking fwd to it. Not sure how will it be like, but i hope to meet some cute hot guys there, not the korean one pls,boring boring boring!

Hoping for my big pimple to go away asap........plzzz

* hoping that everything in me will be as nice as the rainbow :) *

My parcel is here...

Tuesday, 19th AUG 2008

Blogging at 10 pm is not late at all, but what makes me feel late is, everyone is asleep already. *sweat*..it's only 10 pm!!! I am just sitting here, waiting for someone to come on9, and give me a good talk.

So bored during the weekends, no outing as all friends need to prepare for their presentations while i am the only one sitting at home shaking my legs. WHY? because mine is on WEEK 10..I cant believe how stress i will be during week 10 & week 11, 2 assignments due, 1 report due and 1 presentation fall on these weeks. Well, back to my weekends, i spent two days finishing all the dramas that i have. Lolz. i can really be called a DRAMA QUEEN now.. Good news, i am going to dl the new dramas soon!!! yippie... Besides watching dramas, i've also gone through everyone's blog that i have on my list. I found out that little fren didnt update hers, alamak, nothing to read!!!

Received a parcel sent by mommy 5 days ago. Thats really fast!!! Good to see it delivered to my door step. I was smiling happily at my parcel while opening it ( crazy girl). I've already know what is inside, but i just cant hide my happiness. Well, gotta share this funny things here with you guys. When i first opened it, i saw a green cloth on top. So i took it out and starred at it for abot 30 seconds (not kidding). I am really shocked and trying to figure out what is that cloth for???

At first, i thought mom just bought me a new wool jacket(at that time, i haven take it out). But later on, when i took it out and inspect, it was just like a shower towel, the small type one. And i saw so many holes, with some strings coming out, i thought mom just use one of her old clothes to put on top of my stuffs to avoid being squashed or whatever. I gave mom a call and asked what is that for. Mom said that was made by little sister, she spent 3 mths to knit that so called shawl. But it ends up to be a piece of 'shower towel with holes'. Anyway, good try. Keep it up! Looking fwd for a 'wan luin pai' next yr. Hehe...

Got new bags from mom, i love the white one, tats my style. good taste!!! i also have some new shoes, and all my summer clothes! yeah.. Thanks mom, dad and sis.